Blindfolded

At the request of Rodoel, some more poems :P

Blindfolded

Unable to see

The beauty

On the other side

Of the mirror

Wrinkles on the watery surface

Tears in my eyes

Blood in my veins

Wind blowing through my hair

The simple beauty

Of mountains so high

Eternal snow

Lays a weight on my frozen heart

The warmest fire

Can’t melt the ice

Blindfolded

By my reflection

In your eyes

Time

The time has come

The time in which you’ve seen

That it’s time

To change

The day has come

The day on which everything

Will change

The day that you’ll change

The bad things

Will slowly disappear

And good things

May arise

The clouds

Will slowly disappear

And the sun

Will soon come out

The sunbeams

Will warm our skins

And maybe it will

Bring us closer together

Closer

Then we ever have been

Time will tell

Time will learn

Poem

For this blog, I figured I'd post my favourite poem. I wrote it myself a few years (2006) ago. Hope you'll like it.

That little girl

In her little white dress

Oh, how happy mustn’t she be

See how her hair moves in the wind

See how her little feet touch the ground

She must have everything her little heart desires

Look at her standing

At the side of the river

How she takes off her little shoes

And touches the water with her little toes

Look at the way the wrinkles

In the water come to be

Slowly she walks into the river

Up to her little knees

See her standing in the water

In her little white dress

The little smile on her little face

Has disappeared

Little tears run over her little face

She’s all alone

She says goodbye, one last time

She walks deeper into the river

Until she’s gone under completely

And so said the little girl

In her little white dress

Her final, little goodbye

Pulling yourself/myself together

People who have read my blog may know that I've had some struggles during the past year. Well, the struggles continue and sometimes I think things are just getting worse.

It's so annoying when everyone is telling you everything is gonna be alright, when you just feel it won't. People tell you to stay positive, to look forward into your future. But that's the problem..... I feel like I don't really have anything to stay positive for, things just seem to be going wrong all around me. I really don't know what to do anymore to turn those thoughts around.

I don't feel like I've got any friends or that things are going well for me. I know I've got a few friends, but yet have this feeling of being alone. How does one pull themselves together when you don't know how?

I love working on my webdesign course and learning more about it, but it doesn't make me feel better. I miss the real contact which you have when your around friends. But how do you make friends when you need to pay close attention to your finances? You can't really go out the door.

All these things and more just make it really difficult to pull yourself together. I try to occupy myself all the time, but that doesn't mean that I'm actually feeling better. I know that I'm wearing a mask from time to time, just because I don't want to be the person who feels bad and complains all the time. I wonder......how many others with me are wearing masks?

This blog isn't about interests or discussion topics. This blog is about me, about my life, about my thoughts. I needed to clear my head. I'm curious to see the comments on this blog.