A new start

A couple of months ago I was forced to make a new start for myself. It's a long story but I got into a depression and couldn't see any way out. It's really hard to come out of a depression, and the only thing you can do is trying to find something to get back on your feet. In my case I got a new job with nice co-workers and started up a home study course in webdesign. The process of recovery is slow and may take a few months. It's the same in my case, but making a new start and looking at what I want to do with my life has helped a lot.

I still have my down moments but when I think about the plans I've made, about what I want to accomplish, it all cheers up a bit. It's these small moments which are the most important. These moments make you feel slightly better, and slowly more of these moments will come by. Also you will start to learn to enjoy things again, which is so hard in the beginning. In the beginning you don't think that you will be able to like or enjoy anything anymore, but it all takes time.

The most difficult part in all of this are the relationships you have with the people around you. It's hard to deal with all the different types of relationships when you are not feeling that great yourself. Slowly this will turn around and everything will slowly become easier to deal with.

I know it sounds like everything sucks and it does at first. But a new start can make such a big difference no matter what the reason is for the new start. Guess the sayings time will tell and time heals all wounds are true. Wounds may heal, but they'll never be forgotten.